I'm death

"I wanna love you,But something's pulling me away from you ***** is my virtue ***** is the demon I cling to,I cling to " what you feel if

Alone en la vida

I seriously say I do not want to live alone, but why at the two days I think other kinds. I love all the people who come away from me. Why? from the beginning until today. I do not want an end like this. Today you told me you had own reasons and do not ask you why, and I kind of huh? obviously right. I love you and you're good to me. Then I send a messages and you not even reply and not answer it, why? I knew that day I do not want to talk and contact with you at all but it is just joke, and I do not mean anything. and you have my message, but Im not reply it because I already sleep when you send the second message to me. I text the next day to you -"good morning:)" but you still not reply to me until today. Yesterday I call and the message did not lift. and I already promises to make your name at my picture. Then you online you just want to avoid an instant as if I'm away from my last message that you two times but you did not reply any of them. you say you're close to me is no reason itself. I really feel weird, why all this have to happen. These days I have lost you and some others. You never told me that I was not near the state lost one but I lost it all at one time.

World life

Welcome to the new world my everything. I now began to be active in the modeling world after I had stopped temporarily due to focus on in my SPM, now I have been through the most terrible days of exams for me. and it is something that is very meaningful for me where I was forced to suspend all activities. Besides, I was involved in the world to sing. I like entertainment to me no I can not live entertainment. My mother always accompany me and provide the right motivation and the spirit of infinity for me from the past until now. any party or any event which made ​​her sure told me and told me to take part at all. Similarly, my sister "Tania" she is the victim to accompany me when I take an event.However, I was more singing in schools, and schools as a platform for me to project talents. The end of my first encounter with the real world, and I have entered many competitions as the reality. while taking part in a singing contest award star is something of value in me. so now I still get a lot of offers because I began to focus on self to the world of learning.Ouh yes, I am now studying in Kuala Lumpur Metropolitan UNIVERSITY COLLEGE in BUSINESS MANANGEMENT course. It is interesting to study in college, as I am now a college of university students are no longer boys. school age I can still play, when the world moved me colleges should be more focused and serious about what I do. Whatever I'm happy, the friend of a friend KLMU very caring, help and cooperation. friends, I really need you all.

Role Model

Lady Gaga is a unique person and she is an idol to me, for me she has a soft voice. "fesyen" with strange and often makes people always want to know about it. She inspired me from the dress, makeup, hair and everything that is in her. Talking about her, I admire her and she inspired me.A new song lady gaga on "JUDAS" to be my favorite right now, ouh ya. Your songs are always interesting and she is amazing in a video clip!

Lost Love

Now I began to feel lost and tired of this. what I feel is empty. However, I still live with a world full of hypocrisy. I also wondered why I had a situation like this. the "he" could feel my presence it is not like before. I think he may be less attention to me I finally do this. forgot to give her space to someone else to fill the void in my life. so now he is still love me and always reminds me to take care of themselves for other people is not easily spotted, brilliant live set so that no further failures will happen to me. sometimes I feel so guilty to him so faithful to me and always gives me confidence. What do I do this a few days is not appreciate his direct and often berated him. I really do not know why I was cool with him, GOD then what will I face trial in order to defend it. my heart is broken down and he came in my life to not look back again, but now I ignore it. I was so cruel to him. I feel remorse GOD. I do not want to lose it. I've lost all the things I love in one day. I do not want this to happen again. I need the accompaniment of hope GOD so hopefully I can find myself and what I need. I give guidance to anyone who can appreciate along with me.



"Love someone who is very beautiful thing for us,losing people we love is painful,but if forced to leave the people we love is poison for our lifetime"

Welcoming myself , I just started

Hello people , I just started write and posting at my blog . This blog I already do before , but I rarely ever update and lazy to write so by now . I was already determined to write back just to talk about who we are, what is the latest happening and what we want to share. So here I might be able to share a bit about me. but on the whole, no one will know me deeper. and I will not let other people know me by the. Let it be a mystery for you and I will make it something interesting for you . XOXOXO